welcome to the master plan

IT'S OCTOBER, YAAAAY!!!

My favorite month, by far. Leaves changing, nice cool weather, fall festivals, Halloween...and oh yeah, my wedding anniversary!

It's also one month until NaNoWriMo! I love NaNo with all my heart, and October has been my dreaming/planning month for NaNo for years now. I'm definitely starting to feel the itch to work on original fiction again, which is awesome. I love writing fanfic, but unfortunately, it doesn't do much to advance my potential career. SO YAY ORIGINAL!

One day, you're gonna walk into a bookstore and see my book on the shelves...or at least be able to find it online somewhere. If I've learned nothing else from Adam, he's shown me that with enough hard work and determination, you really can achieve your dreams.

Yep. Blog time for me.

But wait, you say! Isn't LJ a blog?

Well...yes and no. LJ for me is fandom central. I love this place, and one of the things I love about it is being uncensored and porny and kind of batshit crazy to my heart's content.

And dude, I'm not going to link my family to that!

So, blog. It'll still have fandom stuff in it...just of the PG variety. :D

http://sporadicsarah.wordpress.com/

First of all, apparently Tommy's dad is really sick, so no Tommy at tonight's show as he's going home to be with him. I hope it isn't too serious, poor guy.

Saw Inception again, and it was again awesome. Picked up on a lot of things that I didn't the first time. That's something I love so much about Nolan films - each experience of watching them feels different.

New LJ theme. I really wanted something more colorful, but this was the only one that jumped out at me, and of course, it's not colorful at all. Oh well!

Finally bought Adam's CD like a good fan. Got the Euro version that includes Master Plan, DtRH, Voodoo, and Can't Let You Go. And I have NO IDEA why all these songs weren't on the American release...particularly Master Plan, which I think could have been an excellent single.

And now something amusing - we have a new member of the pantheon! Along with Lady Godga and Adam "Gay Messiah" Lambert, please welcome Jesus Gordon-Levitt! I read that on ONTD and lost it, but seriously, dude was badass in Inception. I feel like his career is ready to absolutely take off. Hope he can capitalize!

Is Livejournal fucking up for anyone else? I'm not having problems on personal journals, but every community page I go to looks all squished-up and tiny, the text almost too small to read. WHAT. THE. FUCK.

Adam was FUCKING AMAZING, OH YES! I'm always a little nervous seeing people live for the first time - what if they secretly suck? But no worries here, because Adam was ridiculously hot and absolutely pitch-perfect, and OMG NEED MORE TOUR AGAIN SOON MMK BB?

ALSO! Apparently shit happened while I was away from my internet for a day!

Torchwood back for a full ten episodes next summer on Starz, with John and Eve back!

New Lady Gaga video, epic, crazy, scary, sexy, fabulous!

SUPERNATURAL ANIME OMFG HOW IS THIS REAL??? Actually, it makes a lot of sense, knowing how accepting the genre is of incest. I think this could be absolutely amazing and blow a lot of people's minds, particularly those who have never given anime a try...which seems to be a depressing majority of our fandom, judging by the reaction. All I know is, SLASH PLUS YAOI MIGHT MAKE THE INTERNET EXPLODE.

Umm...I think there was other shit too, but nothing I cared about much.

OH YES! ALSO NEW ADAM VIDEO FRIDAY! CANNOT WAIT, OMG!

It's weird. WoW is like this steady, consistent addiction, always rather good, painful when I can't have it - during maintenance, or when the servers are down. But it doesn't get me high, not like fandom does. It's like WoW is nicotine and fandom is ecstasy. Or something. *sleepy hazy thoughts are sleepy and hazy*

I wish I found Castiel even half as intriguing as I find Misha. Nothing against Cas, nothing at all. But MISHA. Why so awesome bb?

Started watching Angel S2. Still not as good as I want it to be, but already slashier than Buffy ever was, and David is very very pretty - and they TOTALLY find an excuse to get him shirtless every single episode. Also: Christian Kane.

Read the most incredible PotC/Peter Pan crossover yesterday. Hook/Jack would SO be my new OTP, were there any possibility at all of more of it.

I'm very ready for Alice. Here's hoping Johnny gives us a decent dose of darkness in with the bouncy craziness, just to keep things from getting too Wonka. I want to LOVE this movie, damn it, and I've been disappointed too much lately.

Archive of Our Own is possibly my favorite thing in the whole world right now.

I wish I could sleep. Random bouts of insomnia for the loss. It's starting to make me strung out and worried about crazy things. I don't like it.

...you suddenly want to write a J2 AU about the boys as a two-man luge team.

ETA: So I'm organizing my mp3 player, and I realize that I've accidentally added the J2 panel and breakfast vids from ChiCon. So I go to delete them because video takes up space, and one starts playing instead.

And OH MY GOD, how many times is it POSSIBLE to fall in love with the same people??? It's nothing I haven't seen before, SEVERAL times, and yet I have the hugest grin on my face. Love them. Love love love. LOVE.

Angsty J2 breakup fic just made me cry. Literally. Cry.

Caught up on all (important) shows. WIN.

Latest Merlin was sweet and sad and I liked it quite a lot.

Latest House was sad and (kind of in a way) shippy and had only one or two awesome parts, but they were worth it.

I really should not read more than one fandom_secrets post at a time, because my tolerance for wank is not that high.

Apparently there's going to be a book about SPN fandom. I have mixed feelings on this.

In work-related news, I am scheduled thirty parties in twenty days next month. I also have only three days off in that stretch of twenty.

Also, I am almost 10k behind on my NaNo. Damn you, ChiCon, for getting me behind! (Not really, bb, I lurve you and am super sad you're over, hugs&kisses)

*sleepy Sarah should probably not post when sleepy as her writing ability kind of goes to shit, and for this she apologizes*

ETA: Random internet rumors about Jared and Gen are annoying me. Can't we all just mind our own business until something official comes out, if it ever does? *angry eyes*

So I was on my way to the store tonight and I was listening to some particularly juicy Death Note podfic - and I mean, really, REALLY good stuff, both read and written beautifully, and so hot I probably shouldn't have even been listening in the car. Then, when I walked inside, I caught a glimpse of a magazine cover out of the corner of my eye. I thought I saw it say "Wank yourself thin!" and I thought to myself, oh, well, that should be easy. Upon closer inspection, the word was "walk" and my brain is evidently just very, very one-track sometimes. I swear I was giggling for the next ten minutes. I must have looked like a crazy person, at the grocery at midnight laughing to myself. SO totally worth it though.