welcome to the master plan

First of all, apparently Tommy's dad is really sick, so no Tommy at tonight's show as he's going home to be with him. I hope it isn't too serious, poor guy.

Saw Inception again, and it was again awesome. Picked up on a lot of things that I didn't the first time. That's something I love so much about Nolan films - each experience of watching them feels different.

New LJ theme. I really wanted something more colorful, but this was the only one that jumped out at me, and of course, it's not colorful at all. Oh well!

Finally bought Adam's CD like a good fan. Got the Euro version that includes Master Plan, DtRH, Voodoo, and Can't Let You Go. And I have NO IDEA why all these songs weren't on the American release...particularly Master Plan, which I think could have been an excellent single.

And now something amusing - we have a new member of the pantheon! Along with Lady Godga and Adam "Gay Messiah" Lambert, please welcome Jesus Gordon-Levitt! I read that on ONTD and lost it, but seriously, dude was badass in Inception. I feel like his career is ready to absolutely take off. Hope he can capitalize!

Today was...not the best. Really, this whole weekend has been bad. Friday, I got pulled over and got a ticket for having expired tags - stupid me forgot to get new ones last month. Yesterday I thought my car was going to be fixed, only it didn't work, so that's STILL on the to-do list. But today was worse.

Matt and I never fight. We never have bad times. It's always, always, always perfect.

Except when it isn't.

I mentioned something offhand that, while not something to be particularly proud of, I honest-to-god didn't think would be a big deal.

It was.

So I got the I'm-so-upset-I-can't-even-talk-to-you treatment for a good hour, and fakey I'm-still-goddamned-upset smiles for most of the rest of the day.

That freaked me the fuck out, because this is the most important thing in my life, and I honestly do not know how I would go on if anything ever happened to us.

Things seem ok now, I think. I hope. I wish we were better at this, but that would mean it would have to happen more often, and I don't want that either.

*sigh*