awe i like when im brought up. i don't know if it's approval as much as affirmation, and I think there is a bit of a difference. affirmation that yes, he is wanted, yes he fits in, yes adam wants to touch him. i think he likes the attention, but only from people he seeks it from and I think he desperately seeks it from adam. but not in a really needy annoying way.
like he walks up to adam and adam approaches him. yes, success. adam tilts his chin up and looks at him. yes, success. adam kisses him. yes, success.
then there are the nights when adam doesn't and he always seems a little expectant and then a little disappointed. and then his interactions with adam for the rest of the show are different. he walks up to him and kinda looks to adam for a split second before leaning back on him. like "is this ok?"
he seems to absolutely GLOW in adam's attention. like maybe he is perpectually still in a state where he's not sure if his life is real or he is just gonna wake up and it all have been a dream.
but the fever sequence, tommy adores it. he almost skips into place every night waiting for adam to come down to him. never a variation there. tommy would kiss him every night if it were up to him, but he's not going to initate it. he's gonna just gonna stand there and hope.
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Date: 2010-09-19 06:17 am (UTC)like he walks up to adam and adam approaches him. yes, success. adam tilts his chin up and looks at him. yes, success. adam kisses him. yes, success.
then there are the nights when adam doesn't and he always seems a little expectant and then a little disappointed. and then his interactions with adam for the rest of the show are different. he walks up to him and kinda looks to adam for a split second before leaning back on him. like "is this ok?"
he seems to absolutely GLOW in adam's attention. like maybe he is perpectually still in a state where he's not sure if his life is real or he is just gonna wake up and it all have been a dream.
but the fever sequence, tommy adores it. he almost skips into place every night waiting for adam to come down to him. never a variation there. tommy would kiss him every night if it were up to him, but he's not going to initate it. he's gonna just gonna stand there and hope.
ok. shh. back to jew!fic